New blog id:) :)

m bored of same title ..tym to change it.. i ve hidden some post .. lets make it technology spective blog .. bored of writting my personal stuff.. its tym to cutpaste peoples thought :P :P ...
ol people ideas under "my thought " hood :) hehheheh:P ..

guys dun get serious .. i was just kidding :P.. my cut pasting my thoughts only :) :)

Enjoy reading and thanks for ur feedback :) :)

Hardwork WTF !!!

Diwali celebrations have become tasteless due to einquisitorial of  expectation from my work life is killing me inside…m not able to divert my mind anywhere…m actually heart broken dis tym only difference is  people get in love and i got in my work .Srsly u won't believe i cry listening to sad no.s..wat is the problem of people around me ..?? i did my 100%.... fighting for right thing but still nothing moved my fate .. Mentally i ve killed myself .. no hope left .. wat will i do next ...??... working hard is not serving any purpose .

People seem scary, i dun 9w who's against or wd me .. lyf has tragically changed my happiness into sorrows .. Diwali da most awaited festivals have become boring .. a tree of question has grown in my mind ..

m  scared of everyone around me ...m confused wat to do next ? ..work inputs is not helping me out …. m getting dragged to dark hole filled with doubts only ..where to go now ??...Is this continuous degrading is purposeful .. ?? 

y work lyf is occupied with  so unethical politics..Always people who betrayed me are benefited ..Y God??? is dis ur pay back to my ryt deeds . ??? do I need to be lyk dem ..???buttering people and stopping ways of people ..dis in injustice pure injustice .. Can you please gimme answer for this.. how long I ve to bear pain ..????

m dedicated to my work ..wat else people you expect from me …???

olwaz question raised on u /// but bhaggu u never replied but this tym I ll reply u back ..

u 9w this is now enufffffffffff of watver happened …

m sorry I cnt resist it more coz u dun ve ears .. i dun ve any alternate way to give u replies ....

Akhiyan Nu Akhiyan Ch Rehn De

Songs are written in someone's creation and felt by everyone .isn't it that great everyone share the same feelings for love.Everything feel so connected in the world of music ..I mean look at me i never felt da way m feeling ryt now .. Something happened  and everything got changed...few days back i heard a song .every note.. every word... everything was so perfect in dat song ...felt lyk dat song is exclusively  recorded for me. from dat moment, song is everywhere wherever i am  ......i m n love wd "akhiyan nu akhiyan ch rehnde ' song.I have quoted smthng for it :-

akhiyan nu akhiyan ch rehnde .. sanu es ehsas ch saah lende.....
 .dil ch uthe sehlab nu behnde...es jure zajbat nu sade kol rehnde 

I cant visualize ny1 but i  can fell every word of  this song from depth of my heart.... Song is truely amazing plz listen it ..if u are not convinced ..den once checkout the lyrics of the songs m sure u ll srsly get convinced

Akhiyan Nu Akhiyan Ch Rehn De , Mardiya Nu Sah Lain De Akhiyan Nu Akhiyan Ch Rehn De , Mardiya Nu Sah Lain De Ik Tuhi Bus Rahe Mere Shaamne , Sare Akhar Bhulaye Tere Naam NeAjj Kehnda Hey Jo Dil Kehn Dey Akhiyan Nu Akhiyan Ch Rehn De , Mardiya Nu Sah Lain De Akhiyan Nu Akhiyan Ch Rehn De , Mardiya Nu Sah Lain De Naina , Naina ......Tere Khawaba De Kinare , Khawab Dehke Mein Ta Sarey Tere Mukhde De Mukk Gaye , Sari Duniya De Najaare Mainu Devi Nah Hun Kadde Faansley , Meri Zingdi Hein IkTeri Aas Te...Dil Kehnda Hey Jo Ajj Mainu Kehn Dey Akhiyan Nu Akhiyan Ch Rehn De , Mardiya Nu Sah Lain De Tera Han Mein Parshava , Jithe jaave Tu Mein Jaavan Tera Han Mein Parshava , Jithe jaave Tu Mein Jaavan Tetho Door Nah Hovan Mein , Eho Mangdi Han Dhuavan Oye Ik Tere Naal Joodhe Jazbaat Ne , Tere Naal Hun Sare Din Raat Ne O Dil Mainu Kehnda Hun Ajj Mainu Kehn de Akhiyan Nu Akhiyan Ch Rehn De , Mardiya Nu Sah Lain De Naina , Naina Akhiyan Nu Akhiyan Ch Rehn De , Mardiya Nu Sah Lain De 

fun hair spa :)

last week ,i went for hair spa .. hahahah... unforgettable,. wat a day...person was some new appointment n salon.

He washed my hair , n staired at him tray wd n expression wat to start wd .... .i sensed something fishy and to help out him ..i signalled him to start wd hair cream application. .....After his blank expression he started wd application n some weird way... he was absolute joker srsly .. he started with head message ... n suddenly he started vibrating .. 

I got shocked that he might ve got electric shock and i enquired 

Me: r u alright ??"

He: Mam i m giving  u vibrator message i ve learned frm some **** salon.. .

Holy christ da way he ws shivering ... i smhow controlled myself .. Funnny man seriously ...

Poem :) :)

You 're gone from my life like leaves fell from tree..

Autumn arrived & take u away ....

Despair of incompleteness is still on the heart for forever....

Neither u left nor me we were destined to meet n leave...

I came like all other people went  n go...

U treat me like ur own & leave me like m not Urs....

Nothing was justified it was just end of me ,,

Thinking of u...falling lifeless apart from you...

Waiting for tym to move & leave me from Shackles of your memories...  

Seen & heard you in others talk..but traitor head still think about u..

 "ain't u feel the same???". my question still awaited .. 

M i that small for ur vision  that you cn't hear me in pain..

it was destined to never going back again so i Moved wd        love who never afraid .. :) :)                              

Why every friendship ends due to Love ????

hhmmmm .... i know dis is very strange topic.. but srsly all of us feel it once n our lyf  and  realization comes when 1000 questions are raised even if u are out of it ....I have narrated a story of  "ashima and vik" .. to show..how complicated our lyf become due to dese incomplete feelings...

Ashima and Rahul were enjoying deir lyf by regularly teasing each odr on altu-faltu topics n suddenly after few months monster self-centered type gal Pragya came in deir lyf ....and  within small span she realized the tight bond b/w both frns ..However, Rahul was just lyk odr guys who s not interested in any1's business ...but he slowly fell into 
Pragya's trap  by making both of them realize deir love for each odr ...{{{I 9w dis sounds lyk any other filmy story but i want to raise question here ...? Why every frnship needs to truns into love ???? Is teasing and caring for ur frn only mean love ? God make relationship or human????? If it ws love den is it important  to complete it even if its one sided ???Is Friendship n't mean loving a person ?Y people dun use deir brain and explore demseleve for deir feeling coz no1 knows u better den urself  ???? If that was love then y din dey realized it before???? }}}}} 
both started giving space to each other  without thinking do dey seriously want to fell in each odr... but  going forward in relationship Rahul realized his incompatibilities wd Ashima ... {{{ Trust me if any1 raise question on relationship incompatibilities..den dat person dosen't love u,,,for dat person  u are just a dummy and he will mould you as per his will..}}}}

Story moved nowhere .. Ashima got hurt and decided to move on coz she has realized Rahul is not her destiny..no callls ..no messages ..and felt that Pragya is better companion for him n she will better  care for him then her. {{{{Why Ashima jumps to her assumptions without consulting Rahul..coz if she loved him den y did she left him ???Doesn't she have faith in her love ?? How can she think dat Pragya better take care of her love ??}}}
hmmmm....Story moved with change now Pragya and Rahul are gud frns ,,,dey used to do shit-shat ol da tym dey were together....but Ashima is no where in Rahul's lyf .. :( :( .{Why did Ashima left him silently without intimating that she will move on in her lyf afterwards ????Why people are so image conscious before people ...???Dey dun realize dat dey are da one who will feel , see and breathe dat moment alone in deir lyf  so why dey act according to people ????  }

But after an year Rahul and Ashima came across each odr .. both tried to behave lyk frns dey were used to but deir was an uneasiness for each odr . Time passed and after 1 month Ashima got a shocking news that Rahul loves her more den anythng n da world ...and he can accept only Ashima  as her lyf partner  else he wont marry any1 else throughout his lyf ..By knowing the fact about Rahul love for her ..she tried to escape from his lyf .. but Rahul has olready realized his mistake ...he din let her go anywhere,...And ....

Finally a day came and Rahul proposed her but Ashima said "NO" .. as she olready got engagged ...  stillll   rahul raised 1000 questions on her nature{{Y now Rahul doesn't feel incompatibilities with Ashima ??? ..Y is he mad on her for her decision ???..She has accepted his decisions also .. now its his turn to accept her decision ..Y love is realized only when u hurt da 1 u loved ???}}According to Rahul .. Ashima is da culprit dat she made him fell for her .... and resultant dey again become strangers for each odr .

My question is for ol "Ashima " & "Rahul".
 "Wsn't ur friendship worth for each other.. Don't u want to give ur relationship a chance as friends ..coz  friendship s da one u both r gud at  ???
Every relationship s bond wd love ..wat is da need to ditch it .Guys if u feel da same as my charcaters do .. Den please .. dun lose wat u gained in Your lyf and  step forward for each other , ur friendship and support each other for your decisions ...coz just think for a moment revive da bst part of having a gud frn n ur lyf .

Please bring back if u have lost any1 due to such reasons ,just love da people who are in your connection but sometime in reality unintentionally we do fell it lyk and bring troubles dat but v hardly commit this part .. ..and have lost many due to dese confusions in our lyf .
Please realize dat its really hard to let any1 go from your  lyf due to other people plotting stuff...

"Everyone 's gem in your  life ,
hold your string tight so that noone can break it by pulling it for demseleve
its your primary concern to keep & protect it by  your love ,
Confusions are meant to happen ..
but dun let dem dig into ur heart deep ..coz years go into healing it ..." "


***M not offending any1s feeling wd this blog i just wrote wat i felt .. 

Bizarre!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mr.attitude ki shakal dekhlo ..& 4 spikes bhi lga do bichare ganje ke 

Something  annoying happened with me ...dere is glitch of y dis has happened to me .. Today i came across a guy he's quite senior to me .. may be 9yrs older den me .. den wd gratitude i wished him .on dat... he ignored me on my face :( :(  lyk  he met a joke on da way who smiles for no reason and 
his  ignorance hitting me inside  ... hadd euuuu feeling ... felt lyk uske spikes ko khich dun ..Grrrrrr..
At work u came across so many people and casually u say hi...but dere r few elements wd  no manners came across ur seat around 100 tyms a day but dey hardly care if u have a single eye contact to dem .... so guys you are challenging someone;'s existence.But srsly everywhere u came across such crap ....and  its hard to manage such "Attitude" people who live with deir "only me" character ....

Big huhhh for You guys and on your "Only Me" attitude ....

this is from my syd

shakal achi nae toh attitude toh dhang ka rakhle ...huhhhh...sareal..